Pastor's wife Mica Miller is seen in heart-wrenching new video detailing her struggle before her shock death

The woman of a pastor who took her ain life is seen successful caller video detailing her struggles earlier her death.

Mica Miller, 30, was recovered dormant astatine Lumbee River State Park successful North Carolina connected April 27 from a aforesaid inflicted gunshot wound.

Her decease came days aft serving her hubby John Paul Miller, 44, pinch divorcement papers. 

The pastor has been accused of grooming her for years earlier they wed and of committing her to a infirmary successful bid to bargain her car, according to tribunal documents.

Footage has now emerged showing Miller seemingly addressing adjacent friends and family, alluding to her struggles earlier her death. 

In nan video, she tin beryllium heard saying: 'I've had to support my circle mini nan past mates of weeks.

'I'm going done a batch and it's hard, and it's my transverse to bear. It is nan point that God has put successful my life to woody with. 

'I don't want to bring a batch of group into it. When your world is shook up you request to return a pause, I tin only believe that much group will return a pause. 

'I'm trying to get my priorities consecutive correct now, and that is making judge that my bosom doesn't person immoderate unforgiveness, bitterness, resentment. 

'Just forgiveness, and dream for nan future, and bid because you can't put a value connected peace.

'Thank you for each your prayers and support, cognize that I person to support my circle really mini conscionable now. This is nan champion measurement I cognize how.'

In nan days aft her death, her friends and family held a rally calling for 'justice for Mica' extracurricular nan Solid Rock Church wherever Pastor Miller works.

The pastor stunned his congregants past week when, aft a work successful which he had laughed and appeared wholly astatine ease, he announced that his woman had died.

Miller, who has a criminal grounds including aggregate counts of aggravated battle and artillery to which he pleaded guilty, told his congregation that her decease was 'self-induced.'

'You each cognize she wasn't good mentally and that she needed her medicine and it was difficult to get to her,' he said.

Prior to making nan announcement, he asked his flock to guidelines and instructed them to, 'leave religion softly and don't talk astir nan announcement present successful nan building.'

Weeks earlier her passing, she shared a video speaking astir maltreatment wrong matrimony arsenic claims look she was being harassed and was 'afraid for her life'. 

She said: 'Today my heart's a small heavy. I've had tons of women that person reached retired to maine astir situations of abuse, and I conscionable want to show you what a batch of group person told maine lately, because I deliberation I forgot.

'But you are nan bride of Christ earlier anybody else's, antheral aliases female, it doesn't matter what gender you are, maltreatment is abuse.'

Court records hint astatine nan tumult wrong nan matrimony pinch Mica first filing for divorcement backmost successful October 2023 earlier withdrawing nan filing February 12.

Later that aforesaid period Miller revenge against his woman for Separate Support and Maintenance successful a mobility withdrawn March 11.

But connected April 15, conscionable 12 days earlier she was recovered dead, Mica revenge erstwhile much and, according to friends, besides sought a nary interaction bid against her husband. 

A constabulary reported obtained by DailyMail.com shows that Miller besides contacted officers accusing her hubby of sharing an indecent photograph of herself connected a Facebook group called 'big boobs and bully curves'. 

An obituary penned by him besides described his woman arsenic 'a awesome stepmother, and an astonishing woman and helpmate' and portrayed her arsenic his biggest cheerleader.

Miller had called authorities earlier taking her ain life, telling them: 'I'm astir to termination myself and I conscionable want my family to cognize wherever to find me'.

Family and friends person insisted that Miller did not return her ain life, her sister Sierra Brown antecedently told DailyMail.com that 'there's still an unfastened investigation'.

Friend Allicia Young, who is simply a personnel of nan Solid Rock Church alongside her hubby Kenn, said: 'I perfectly do not judge that she took her ain life.' 

'I perfectly do not judge that she took her ain life because she was energetic and her religion successful God was unwavering,' Allicia said connected Banfield.

'She was ever speedy to promote personification else, including myself. We went to lunches together, we worked retired together.'

Evidence released by Robeson County Sheriff's Office arsenic portion of their investigation conclusively shows Miller plotting to extremity her life.

A still from a Ring doorbell shows her connected her beforehand structure astatine 11am connected nan time of her death.

Just complete an hr later, a surveillance image shows her entering Dick's Pawn Shop wherever she purchases a occurrence arm.

Shortly after, Miller's achromatic Honda was observed walking connected Highway 501 adjacent Four Mile Rd., Conway, South Carolina connected nan measurement to nan authorities park.

Once location she called 911 to supply instructions to a dispatcher connected wherever her assemblage could beryllium found. 

Meanwhile a waitress claims Pastor Miller was sending her flirty messages while his woman planned to termination herself, including calling her 'super hot' and asking for 'bikini pics.'

Pastor Miller has since been released of his ministerial functions astatine Solid Rock astatine Market Common Church successful Myrtle Beach, South Carolina.